So depressing news to end on my birthday…
My scholarship money didn’t go through for college, and I’ve been “purged” from my classes. (As my email stated). I was supposed to go to one campus for my three classes, but now I have to go to another campus to get this sorted.
So, the worst thought that comes to mind is, I’m not longer part of the honors institute, and I’ve lost my scholarship, and now if I want to go back to college, I have to pay for it….
In my brief determination I had in the shower, proved that if it did come to that, then I would get a job and go back to school. I have a year under my belt, I just need another year, perhaps two to get my AA.
I’m just under a lot of stress, and my mom got upset when I told her. I was upset, but the reality of it when I told her hit me like a bus, and I felt so disappointed in myself because I’m supposed to independent, and I couldn’t even stay in school.
This was not how I wanted to spend my 20th birthday…